Category Archives: ageing

The truth and the bee tree

The bee tree is gone. It was there, under that tree in April of 2008, that I saw a bee swarm come up in the park.  I’d never seen such a thing before, and it remains to this day a … Continue reading

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The truth and moonshadows, 4: Coda, from friends

After I published the essays, “The truth and moonshadows, 1-3,” a couple of my friends shared their own stories with me.  The essays prompted them to think of their own fathers.  They are two very dear friends, whose associations go … Continue reading

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The truth and moonshadows, 3: Oh, Very Old

Note:  This is the third of three posts in an extended essay exploring my relationship with my father and my son through the songs of Cat Stevens/Yusuf Islam. Oh, Very Old My son, Noel, plays baseball with the 78th Precinct … Continue reading

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The truth and moonshadows, 2: Of Fathers and Sons

Note:  This is the second of three posts in an extended essay exploring my relationship with my father and my son through the songs of Cat Stevens/Yusuf Islam. Of Fathers and Sons With the passage of time, everything changed, as … Continue reading

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The truth and moonshadows, 1: Another Saturday Morning

Note:  This is the first of three posts in an extended essay exploring my relationship with my father and my son through the songs of Cat Stevens/Yusuf Islam. Another Saturday Morning When I was a child, Saturday mornings were tranquil … Continue reading

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E/F – The glass of life

God looked at everything he had made, and he found it very good (Genesis 1:31). Life is full of contradiction, and so are attempts to understand where life came from, why we are here, and what will become of us. … Continue reading

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The truth and amoebas

Your body isn’t your own, exposed for all it really is: permeable, full of holes, part of the world. A floating thing tossed and spit on tumbling water not always clear, you become home to others, little animals here at … Continue reading

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Old

Rust red water seeps from the walls. It comes out between dirty white tiles that cling to the surface by only the faintest memory of glue or caulking. At this point, cleaning could do great damage, for the whole thing … Continue reading

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